December 2010
10 posts
The morning of the final day of the year and I’m sitting at my office desk waiting to churn out CDs and print lookbooks. This has been my most intern-ly week at the office by far. But the year has been great. Got my dream internship, got decent grades in school and stayed tight with the people that matter. But 2011 - new apartment, final year in school, NYC in the summer, making real,...
Today has felt like the absolutely longest day I’ve had the entire year. There is only so much time I can spend at home without wanting to disappear for a good, long time. The only thing I want to do now is to go back to work and attack it all because that’s the best thing that I know how to do now. Everything else, everyone else, they’re all there but I cannot be fucked to play...
“Did I ask you for attention, when affection is what I need?”
– Metric ‘Twilight Galaxy’
I think sometimes, speaking about things are unnecessary. Not all the time, but sometimes. To let yourself completely register, process and formulate a concrete feeling about that one thought and then you swallow it and move on. You don’t have to say it out loud. Sometimes it’s better to pretend. To play a version of yourself that isn’t a hundred percent but not a fraud. Send...
November 2010
13 posts
“I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never...”
– The Wonder Years (via kari-shma)